everytime i really feel like blogging, the font table doesnt come out.
& when i dont, it strangely appears.
its getting rly, rly irritating. -.-
ah, its been so long...
& i still cant get the fact into me tht uni's starting in a few week's time (!!!)
9 months of holidays gone just like tht!
i dont want to start sch... :(
21 Guns - Green Day
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
SIGH.
through this pre-uni period i realised some stuffs...
smtimes when this whole university life thg gets to you,
there's just so many new thgs to cope w!
(and note: im still struggling to cope w the stuffs.
and getting myself used to SMU culture.
SIGHSIGHSIGH. :( )
& then you tend to just forget some other stuffs when yr mind gets clogged up w everythg else.
the scariest thg is tht sch hasnt even officially started.
its a gradual process, but the mind gets slowly occupied with new stuffs.
as much as you rly dont wish to forget the old.
it sounds like smth inevitable...
but tht doesnt mean im giving up!
so far, i've been seriously struggling to keep up w the SMU culture thou.
wah&i just felt like maybe both of us wld hv been so much happier in NTU or NUS.
but we did figured tht we ought to just look fwd & face everythg.
it'll be a pretty gd form of trng i feel...
LETS SURVIVE IT TGT BABE!
two camps down.
FTB & BONDUE.
FTB was great :)
Bondue was..... awful at times.
i just cldnt click w the ppl there. :(
one last camp to go for.
BUT IM DAMN SICK OF CAMPS ALR. -.-
i might just leave earlier w huimin. hahaha.
aft all these shit,
im thankful for the constants in my life. :)
i missed out on a few outings when i was sick last week.
DAMNIT LAH. :(
i randomly became a suspect of h1n1 but im almost fully recovered so its nt too bad.
just left with the cough tht doesnt seem to go away.....
im starting to wonder how's everyone doing!
cldnt manage to catch up w everyone w the busy schedule....
xian, huimin, cheryl, chloe, pu, sam, ven, poh, dog, sze, lx, dan, sj girls & the 2/4 guys...
i cant wait for national day sleepover. (!!!) :D
TMR IM FINALLY SEEING POLLYBAO & CHE. (: (: (:
